Nuclear Wild Flowers

I felt that night, on the stage

2010-11-27T16:12:00.000-08:00

Incredibly close to everything in the universe, but also extremely alone. I wondered, for the first time in my life, if life was worth all the work it took to live. What exactly made it worth it? What's so horrible about being dead forever, and not feeling anything, and not even dreaming? What's so great about feeling and dreaming?

été

2010-08-30T23:13:00.000-07:00

I think I have finally learned to let love write on me.

Amanda Wachob: Skin Painter

2010-03-10T23:49:00.000-08:00

I've been looking for tattoo artists that work more like painters. Pushing ink & needles to perform the way paint & brushes do. Today I found Amanda Wachob! Location: NYC

Amanda Wachob Tattoo

Locally, Paul @ Old School Tattoo & Piercing Bellingham, Wa has a brilliant Bob Ross tattoo style.

Rachael's gorgeous chest piece by Paul.

Three Little Birds

2009-11-21T11:22:00.000-08:00

Every little thing is gonna be all right.

Thank you Dearling for reminding me.

"Humans are the only animal that blushes, laughs, has religion, wages war, and kisses with lips.

2009-10-20T02:41:00.000-07:00

So in a way, the more you kiss with lips, the more human you are. And the more you wage war."

Jonathan Sanfran Foer (Exremely Loud & Incredibl Close)

"I went to a tattoo parlor and had YES written onto the palm of my left hand, and NO onto my right palm, what can I say, it hasn't made my life wonderful, its made life possible, when I rub my hands against each other in the middle of winter I am warming myself with the friction of YES and NO, when I clap my hands I am showing my appreciation through the uniting and parting of YES and NO, I signify "book" by peeling open my hands, every book, for me, is the balance of YES and NO, even this one, my last one, especially this one. Does it break my heart, of course, every moment of every day, into more pieces than my heart was made of, I never thought of myself as quiet, much less silent, I never thought about things at all, everything changed, the distance that wedged itself between me and my happiness wasn't the world, it wasn't the bombs and burning buildings, it was me, my thinking, the cancer of never letting go, is ignorance bliss, I don't know, but it's so painful to think, and tell me, what did thinking ever do for me, to what great place did thinking ever bring me? I think and think and think, I've thought myself out of happiness one million times, but never once into it."

Jonathan Sanfran Foer (Exremely Loud & Incredibl Close)

Sunglass Filters

2009-10-15T20:35:00.000-07:00

Sepia Shades, sunglasses filter

There are jillions of ways to look at your subject matter. Everyone has their own perspective. Their own was of showing what they see.

For me, It's through Sunglasses. I fall in love with the colors my sunglasses turn the world. Probably in the same way I loved to look through jars & colored vases when I was younger. As if it made it better.

So, a couple years ago I started using my Sunglasses for a Filter by placing then on the lens. Sometimes, it's tricky to hold the camera & the sunglasses at the same time but it's worth the trouble. Here are some photos to show how they create vibrant colors and change the aura of the scene.

They were taken in early October at Fort Casey on Whidbey Island, Washington.

Sea Gypsy, sunglasses filter

Autumns Sepia, sunglasses filter

Through Amber Glasses, sunglasses filter

The next photo was taken the same day with out sunglasses. A dramatic difference. Mostly in the sky. A very brilliant blue, sunshiny day!

Blues of Indian Summer, No Sunglasses

Camera Choice: Shitty Broken Kodak Digital

Good Bye Irving Baby

2009-10-07T19:05:00.000-07:00

It's sad to see you go.

Irving Penn

June 16, 1917 – October 7, 2009

Silhouettes of Fairy Tales

2009-10-03T17:09:00.000-07:00

hen did I stop believing in Fairy Tales?

Damsels in Distress & Prince Charmings.

My favorite versions was a collection of mini books; four in total. Each classic fairy tale illustrated with detailed silhouettes. "Sleeping Beauty," "Snow White," "Hansel and Gretel," and "Cinderella." They dance through my mind when ever I am in a used bookstore.

Until recently, I had not pursued finding the illustrator of my beloved fairy tales. It took finding Kara Walkers nightmare like paper cuts of fairy tales illustrating racism, slavery, rape, & murder to finally search for my beloved books.

Before the Battle (Chicken Dumplin') Kara Walker

Jan Pieńkowski, Polish born British illustrator. His works include Haunted House, Meg & Mog & The Fairy Tales.

Sleeping Beauty, Jan Pieńkowski

Paper-cuts are no longer just folk art or a cameo of a child face. They are intricate breathtaking pieces that inspire.

Cinderella, Jan Pieńkowski

If this shade is down I'm begging your forgiveness on bended knee with tears streaming down my face.

2009-09-30T01:28:00.000-07:00

Miranda July
"thing"

The Hallway

An Inspiring Woman.

Tell her your Password.

^go there.^

MIRANDA JULY

32ft of Noodles

2009-09-28T20:27:00.000-07:00

In every can of Campbells Chicken Noodle Soup.

That's Oooodles and Oooodles of Nooodles.

But really?

My quest for an answer led to another question...

Q: Why do they call it chicken soup?

˙ƃuıʞooɔ sɐʍ ʇı ǝlıɥʍ ʇı ɥƃnoɹɥʇ pǝʞlɐʍ uǝʞɔıɥɔ ɐ ǝsnɐɔǝq :ɐ

My Friend has an Autistic Neighbor

2009-09-28T19:14:00.000-07:00

Not that THAT really matters.

Anyway, Autistic Neighbor is convinced that my friend's dad [Hefner] has the hots for him.

So, A.N. wrote a barely legible note. It said...

"[Hefner], no offense, I just want you as a friend, I'm looking for a girlfriend"

Ouch, That's O.K. Autistic Neighbor. I doubt [Hefner] is heartbroken.

Love without desire, or conditions, or limits—a pure and radiant glow in the heart that could make me giddy and sad and glorious all at once

2009-09-28T17:47:00.000-07:00

LAMB: the Gospel According to Biff,
Christ's Childhood Pall (Pg.26)
Christopher Moore

It took Jesus to break my 5 Month Curse.
I haven't been able to finish a book since may.
I'm currently reading 8 err 7 books.

I think it took a simple giggle inducing page turner to get me through to the Kingdom.

Try to read Lamb with out falling into a fit of laughter. Just try it. You will FAIL.

"I've fucked a thousand women, half again as many boys, some sheep, pigs, a few chickens, and the odd turtle." -Titus

"Making someone who is seeking comfort stand out in the cold is crock of rancid yak butter." -Josh (Jesus)

It took Jesus, Biff, 8 concubines, some monks, a yeti, fowl language, prostitutes and the most wonderful creative cursing I have ever heard.

So, that's all I have to say you leprous jar of camel snot!

Watership Down

2009-09-28T00:52:00.000-07:00

Oh, rabbits...